I’m in a different place right now.
I like someone. A lot. A whole lot. It scares the shit out of me though. I felt a similar feeling many times before, but that’s just it. In the past, this feeling was similar but not really what I’m feeling now. I think that in the past, I was happy with the idea of being in a relationship. This time is the first time that I have the genuine longing to be with this person. I’m happy and scared at the same time and I’m not quite sure if that’s healthy. Love can make a frozen heart thaw.